Thursday, May 22, 2008
My last post
well, today will be my very last post,
because,
the blog insnt sunny anymore,
and i guess being a freak isnt very cool
I just want everyone to know, I am truly sorry for what i have done to each an every of you in the past.
The truth i have uncovered recently is really too much for me to handle
well, i will just say sorry one by one .
well, my biggest one goes to miao
sry for doing crazy stuff on you
calling you cat which i realised isnt very funny
well, i am just so sorry
next is , there is no next
there is no ranking
val, sry for calling you names
i aint perfect either
same to wanyi too, during sec 1 and 2, maybe 3
jos,
for not treating you as a good friend
jun wei for disturbing you
there are countless amounts
there are some friends left,
but i am not sure if they are real ,
sry for doubting you all
sry to hazel , deon, for saying you girls too
its bloody irritating i know
to grace which i dont know what i did wrong
to some badminton members
if you think i should apologize, then i will
adelind and carissa? i dont know
sry anyway
jonathen, which i am not sure about
sry to doubt you
to min xuan
for countless times of saying you
maybe countable,
to adriel for me being crazy sometimes
there are so many more
which either i dont know, or i forgot
or both
to si hao i guess
to matthew and nicholas
especially to matthew
to wen yee or yi who i dont really give a fuck about
I was just being me,
friends say they should like each other for who they are
i guess who i was wasnt meant to be liked
i know i am irritating , kao bei and stuff
to hema i guess
dont know
to rashwinder
for saying you at times
leng wei,yun fang
saying you too
yu wei
but i think i had to shut you up at times
but i admit it was for attention, or for great pleasure
obviously wad i have left is nothing.
i guess i will have to start all over again
I just want all of you to know,
i am so damn sorry
and i really mean it
as this matter has hurt me even more than anything else before
haha, who am i kidding, nobody will read this anyway
my last diary entry 12.23 pm
it was fun while it lasted
big thanks to nicholas and valenlyn for my blog
really, it has made me happy in many ways
the feeling when you post so happily about your life
showing how well you have matured over the months
i hope that you guys wont hate me, or dislike me
but of course i wont be able to do anything about it
some of you were great actors
i have to admit,
i hate nobody in my life
but it was my own mistake that made this happen,
ps: i really was glad to have all of you with this 2 yrs or less...