Friday, April 18, 2008
I bloody hell hate my life
WHY WOULDNT OUR SCHOOL VENDING MACHINE ACCEPT $2 NOTES?!!!
RASH LOOK REAL FUCKED UP
FUCK
I DIDNT KNOW MOS BURGER STRAWS WERE THIS WEAK
AFTER THE DOG GOT FUCKED FOR 17 HOURSRecently, life has been pure crap
Ian has moved his house, this means i will go home alone nowadays
i am losing touch with some of my friends
i lost my best friend.
i think i gained weight ( fuck )
my ear hole hurts like fuck.
exams are coming
i have no money
my handphone is dieing
i seriously have no mood left to live.
this is crap. pure crap
i miss the 2/7 spirit
in 3/3
its just monkeys and baboons and retards and faggets and fuckers
no offense , i am in a bad mood
i am left alone to fight this mother fuckers ( my troubles )
i am really sry to those friends that have been supporting me.
i can only make myself alive and kicking again if she forgives me
I am really pissed off with my life, and tears fall continuously
recently , suicide thoughts and stuff have invaded my mind
Ian, thanks for the 2 yrs and 4 months , bus trips with you were fun
my nephew ian just kicked my ear stick out from my ear,
i bloody feel like breaking his 2 new baby teeth
i decided to let the ear hole close till later notice
thanks Nicholsen for the continuous fun you brought me
billie jean, smooth criminal,my guardian angel,with you
muay thai
and the aloe vera
i made my biggest mistake on 4th of april 2008
and i am never going to forgive myself
just going to wrap up with some words
I may seem like i have long forgotten about that day, but i havent, its fucking stuck in my brain
sometimes i feel like kicking you in the face, sometimes i feel like begging for forgiveness on my knees
I dont think you know how much damage have you done to my heart
i dont think you will read anyway
5:04 AM